Wow, this is nice, really nice. My Mother and Grandmother fuss over me, I don't have to worry about a thing. Not laundry, grocery shopping, cleaning, cooking, running errands, paying bills, you know the real world.
I miss Shawn and Sara Lou but this is really nice.
It's funny I hadn't realized how much these last few years have sort of beaten me up or down I should say, but now in retrospect, I really see it. I just feel lighter, I'm not anxious, I don't have to have control over everything anymore. When I first got down here we were going out for dinner and my Mother held out the keys to me, I looked at them and said, "What?" and she looked at me like I was nuts and says "Don't you want to drive?" I said no, you can drive and she literally stood there confused.
I don't want to drive, I don't have to be in control, I'm content to just sit back and go for the ride.
It's wonderful to just enjoy the ride.
Rest in Peace Aunt Marybeth
1 year ago