Let's see.. where to begin. I have been walking around in a "detatched" sort of state for the last few days. I'm not sure how else to describe it.

This past wed we had our appt @ Childrens, w/ Dr.D. and I guess the reality is that Shawn is "end-stage" and he need a dbl lung transplant. Sooner rather than later. Given his "score" he will be high on the list and she estimates the transplant will happen in two weeks to four months.
I'm not ready for this.