It's amazing yesterday I could not come in to see Shawn, things had to be taken care of during the day and then my truck crapped out. Perfect timing because it got me to take it off of the road and get the Jeep reg/ins etc.
I missed Shawn, I talked to him several times but it wasn't the same. Especially when I knew he was really hurting. I couldn't comfort him. You know we both got through it and we're just fine.
I feel good, I feel tired but so relieved. I feel at peace, taken care of, and just trying to stay in the positive, in the light.
People often ask me what can we do and I never know what to say because I can't ever think of anything. Last night a good friend of mine and a fellow mother at my dgtrs school, called and delivered at least a weeks worth of dinners/lunches. I was so excited over it. Sara and I felt like we were feasting! It was wonderful, to not have to think about what to eat was great.
My girlfriend was almost as excited about it as I was. I'm so thankful.
These awful last four years are finally going to be behind us. The house, the bills but most of all his suffering, it is now in the past.
We're moving forward with our new life. Our healthy new positive peaceful life.
Rest in Peace Aunt Marybeth
1 year ago